Archive for May, 2009

FAT
31/05/2009

BLAH

i didn’t believe i could ever look so fat in a photo, but i truly have outdone myself. Said photo is now blown up and stuck next to my mirror to remind myself to lose weight. I might just be scaring my mother ever so slightly, but it is a necessity. Especially after standing in a bikini next to balbee, i shudder to think of myself next to her in spain, jeez i’ll look like a whale. So it’s DIET TIME. Plus i’m ghostly pale these days because i never go out in the sun. ever.

i want legs like hers, mine look okay standing up, but sitting down they spread into fat thighs.

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lust
31/05/2009

Hmm i think i might just be falling in love with lush. It’s soo nice. Balbee bought this chocolately face mask called cupcake, and it’s so lovely. And smelt so good that I’m yearning for chocolate now, naughty naughty – must stick to this diet now. But ye, lush is so nice, and hopefully we might go to the LUSH SPA after exams. I love spas, they’re the best places and you leave feeling all yummy.

for some reason, at the time i thought it was totally appropriate to pull this face. GOD ONLY KNOWS WHY!!!!

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wild saturday nite

oh yes, mine and balbee’s saturday night are wild as ever, stupid exams destroying our social life. though we’d probably still be doing this, but maybe on a wednesday night instead

les femmes
30/05/2009

It’s been such nice weather, seriously struggling with revision when all I want to do is sunbathe in balbee’s garden drinking bulmers. Sunshine sunshine sunshine sunshine sunshine

on another note, i love jean luc godard’s films – a bout de souffle, les mepris, une femme et une femme, vivre sa vie

Such classic films, with such stunning leading ladies ;

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29/05/2009

Blah, i hate a levels. I seriously am failing in concentration.I’ve done like no work today, oops.

But i think i might have found the place to get my tattoo done. Well it’s got realy good reviews etc, so hopefully it’ll be alrite for what i want. Which i should really sort out, as i kind of need someone to design it, unless i go there and they already have something i like based on what i want; side profile of a lions head roaring, but none of that tribal stuff. Like an actual drawing.

Something like a mixture of these;

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NEED TO WORK. FUCK. EXAM IN A WEEK. BUGGER. STUPID WORLD.

au revoir
24/05/2009

friday was our last day, sad. but not really because of the people but because it made me realise that i won’t be seeing balbee everyday now. i dressed as alice in wonderland, which was fun, if not slightly slutty.

me and rebecca!

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my favourite twins ever!

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everyone in my year!

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lust
23/05/2009

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brick

these are the dresses i’ve been lusting over for sooo long.

i just love the bug print on the alice mccall dress, it’s so bold. though the ppq dress is even bolder with it’s bright brick print – i love the colours, and want it so badly to clash with my hair! and obviously i just adore the alice mccall bustier dress, its totally like a bodycon but with an edge. this is my ultimate wishlist for today.

for my conceivable wishlist i’m thinking;

wishlist1denim jumpsuit – miss selfridge,

blue heels and pale pink brogues – topshop,

straw bag and heart necklace – accessorize

x-ray
23/05/2009

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new x-ray top from topshop – it’s going to be so perfect for the summer, and for benicassim

REALY REALY WANT;

studded jeans

high-waisted denim shorts

driving gloves (non-leather)

pale pink brogues

straw bag for summer

love her
23/05/2009

red

probably my reasoning for having red hair, to be like natalie portman in closer – though she looks stunning with brown hair, i’ve always prefered how she looked in the beginning of the film.